Chests pounding with ragged breaths from the workout, I walk into Carson, letting our sweaty shoulders bump, hands groping lazily at each other’s waists in brief affection.
“I feel like you’re letting me win,” I huff out while catching my breath.
“Nah, you’re actually getting good.” He ruffles my hair before lightly pushing my head away and trailing after the ball.
Hands on my waist, I pace a little while I wait for him, enjoying the perfect evening breeze as the sky takes on more colors than blue.
At the sound of giggling, I snap my head up, only now noticing the group of women on the small bleachers beside the court. There are four of them, each smiling and gossiping amongst themselves while they watch us. One of them has our ball, and she hands it back to Carson with twinkling eyes and flashing teeth.
I grow self-conscious wondering how long they’ve been watching us. Sometimes, I forget to tone down my affection toward Carson when we’re out in public. Aside from my dad, no one has ever been homophobic to us, but it’s probably bound to happen at some point.
As she hands Carse the ball, the others behind her hold their sleeves to their mouths as if to hide behind them while blushing profusely. One of them asks Carson something I can’t hear, her eyes drifting to me for a brief second. Her friend’s mouth falls open while the other swats her arm, chastising her for whatever she said.
Carson only chuckles a little, shaking his head at them. He responds to whatever they asked while twirling the ball on his finger. The girls only become giddier before he leaves them and walks back to me. There’s an odd look in his amused eyes as they lock onto mine. I frown with a raised eyebrow as he stalks toward me, our basketball game forgotten.
Without warning, and without slowing his pace, he swoops in, gripping my jaw in a firm kiss. The girls lose their shit, squealing behind us obnoxiously. I stare at Carse like he’s crazy, but he resumes dribbling the ball like nothing happened.
“What the hell was that?” I huff, eyeing the women watching us obsessively, unsure why a kiss elicited such an uproar.
“I thought they were watching us because we’re hot as fuck. Turns out they just noticed we’re together and wanted to watch,” he shrugs.
“Perverts,” I mutter through a smile and he snorts. I guess it’s better than the opposite, having them watch with disgust.
“You were standing out of bounds, by the way. I get a free throw.” Carson keeps the ball out of my reach.
“No, I wasn’t, I was at the three-point line!” I argue, pointing at the invisible mark on the ground.
“No, it would start right here,” he points at nothing, “You were standing all the way over there.”
“That’s not fair,” I lunge for the ball, trying to swipe it away, but he dodges the attempt.
“Stop. You can’t block a free throw, dumbass.” He shoves me away, moving into position.
“You shoved me. That’s a flag,” I counter, trying to snatch the ball again.
“You’re not a ref. You don’t get to call flags.”
He aims his shot. I block it stubbornly.
“Perish.” Carson’s tone is a flat warning.
"Fine,” I back off a few inches before grumbling under my breath, “You’re just mad that you’re losing.”
As he takes aim again, I glance at the women on the side lines, staring like they’re just waiting for us to put on a show. Chewing my lip as mischief clouds my thoughts, I close in behind Carson and kiss his neck to distract his throw at the perfect moment. He curses as my lips linger on his smooth, salty skin, and his ball misses the hoop by a long shot
.“That doesn’t count,” he breaks away from me to retrieve it as the girls erupt in more giggles and screeches. “I get a redo.”
I wave him off with a grin, letting him have it.
“Don’t touch me this time, bitch,” he grumbles without weight and a heavy laugh leaves my throat at his seriousness. Focused intensely on the net, he shoots the ball again, still missing which makes me laugh harder along with our audience.
Instead of chasing the ball, Carse comes after me, gripping my hair firmly as I get all the humor out of my system.
“You’re fucking me up,” he says through clenched teeth.
“I’ll give you one more,” I offer generously, gazing into his eyes.
He regards me for a moment, leaving a beat of silence between us as we breathe and stare at one another like nobody else exists.
“You’re smiling a lot today,” Carson observes.
My cheeks heat, and I become more aware of my upturned lips, feeling every part of the smile on my face.
“Today is just one of those days…” I whisper, not needing to explain more as my throat bobs and Carson’s eyes shine with sympathy.
It’s hard to have good days in a world without my mom, but every once in a while, I’m pleasantly surprised by days like today that feel perfect. Like she is the breeze that makes the temperature perfect. She’s the yellow and orange that make the sky look perfect. She’s the fence that protects just the two of us on this basketball court, allowing the most perfectly intimate moment.
“Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss!” the girls break our staring contest with a chant.
Bursting out in laughter, Carse and I shake our heads at them, but oblige with just a few quick pecks before resuming the game once more.